Proverbs 3:5-6 "Trust in the Lord with all your heart And do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He will make your paths straight."
You will never get to know God's heart or Spirit by relying on your intellect or comprehension. It is by faith and acknowledging Him that He interacts with us. Faith is the acceptance as fact, things not seen...the knowing that something is very real, even though you can't see it or touch it.
You accept gravity as fact - but you can't see it - you see the tangible effects of gravity, then accept that it must be real, even though you still can't see it. With God it's the reverse - we see the tangible effects of God by first accepting as fact His existence - and acknowledging Him in everything we do.
Hebrews 11:1-3 spells it out that "Now faith is the assurance of things not seen. For by it the men of old gained approval. By faith we understand that the worlds were prepared by the word of God, so that what is seen was not made out of things which are visible."
"...so that what is seen was not made out of things which are visible."
May The Blood of Jesus cover, bless & protect you!